14 december 2010
i felt very sorry to u
but i dun thk it's only my fault.
and u never think that u should be respossible of it too.
but I did what can I do.
And u're not really forgive me.
I'm here to tell u.
not only u'll angry of those suck thg.
I hate u! =C
stop those stupid childish things please.
and shout DIAM!
15 december 2010
I'm not going the BBQ party
sorry for the absent.
I miss a good chance to have fun with u guys.
but you know what the reason.
I'm not able.
16 december 2010
It's a damn sad day.
I didnt tell anyone but meichee =)
meichee..love u so much
you know what am i thking, right?
but I know that's something can't change.
And she never know she hurt her daughter deeply
just for protect her son.
nobody felt unfair for me but him..!
I'm not only jealous but I felt mad and hate him so much.
maybe u don't know what I did.
I'm just cry and walk away from my house
take bus to tuition alone.
that day I back home so late.
17 december 2010
we went to FRIM
wow.. so much people.
5 cars ^^
peihong. mingyi, ahler, katzat, jeff, lihao, mingsam, mingyi''s bro
jimmy, weijie, weiloon, keehow, junwei, fongpin
junhan, weiyang, weixiong, tommy
still got anyone I missed?
thanks my dear peihong, liren, lihao
they help lots in planning ^^
thanks mingsam and fongpin so much in help me climb ==
there is so dangerous and I'm so scare of it.
but it's fun too.
atleast I didnt cry and scream in forest.
It's so lucky I didnt fall into the "river"
I'm so happy that every classmate is so friendly and help each others ^^
I enjoyed the day^^
the picnic is fun too :D
everyone like papaya..
when peihong and the other go climb.
ahler katzat mingyi , zile, jeff, lihao and I playing badminton volley and sleep! xD
liha hampis let us throw into water..
so geng !
we went to ma lat pan mian =)
and we watched TRON together.
quite sien i thk =x
maybe I'm too tired that day.
and the aircond is too cold..
bit sleepy in cinema.
nobody talk to me =x
fongpin and keehow sit beside me.
omg.. they're so silent.
shhh.. don't tell them what I said.
thank you very much too junhan and liren for fetch me always C:
18 december 2010
I went to school and have meeting there.
I'm going to leadership camp =)
It'll be fun.
I'll enjoy in it. ^^
christmas coming :D
I'm waiting for my christmas present.
and the celebration too.
will santa come? xD
I know it's only a fairy tale.
dong zhi coming =)
I'm quite look forward of it.
I miss my popo.
that day get scold by my mummy and gor..
I fall sleep after cry ==
and then it's first time I dreamt popo..!
this is the 3rd year she passed.
I'm crying in the dream.
when I wake up,
I found my tears on my face.
It's quite real.
I love her so much.
I remember what she said to me =)
missing her C:
lastly.. I like to eat tang yuan :D
I think I'll never tell anyone about my feeling.
I'm not sure what am I for u guys.
emotionally? qing xu hua? so bei guan?
u're not really understand me.
I taught I can release my stress and sadness infront u.
but it's fake.
U're not really know bout me.
not everyone that you can rely on them.
especially those never trust me.
I'll only sacrifice for who is important to me.
And they're my everything.
my sweet heart.
trying to concentrate =)
and I would like to say..
I don't want to make any apologise anymore.
It's tiring me.
sorry for everything.
and thankyou for anything.
I can't control your mind.
just do what you want.
think what you want.
and that's not my responssible anymore.
Please think before you did.